mood: annoyed...
music : Sugo Shikao - 19sai
I just know the truth a few days ago, to be specific, on Monday. What?! Violin 1 is the hardest to play?! But they told me the hardest is Violin 2! I was shocked to hear that news! How could they ask me, a newbie to play that piece? You know how much I stressed myself out because I can't play that piece?! I know I should be proud because they chose me to play not the more experienced student. But still I wish they can tell me sooner.
Next up, I told the person in charge there is no way I could play the piece well in 5 days so she change me to Violin 2 but then they are too many people playing Violin 2 so she give me the easiest which is Violin 3. Yayy! I was sooo happy that I was released from the dilemma but my happiness left me when I go for practice the next day. She change the song to medley! Last minute!! OMG! I'm stressed out again. Yeah I know the piece is easier this time but I need time to practice.. Even the short song in my music book I needed a long time before I can freely play but to perform a medley in 2 days?! You got to be kidding me. I'm not a fast learner thats for sure and I'm not a genius in music either. The reason I want to play violin is because the love I have for music and I've always wanted to play at least one music instrument. I don't want this passion for music turn out to be the source of stress for me. I know I sound like a whiny spoiled brat right now. But hey at least I don't lease it out on people. I only write and its up to people to read or not. Yeah I think I'm gonna quit. I'm gonna stuck with my opinion: not to let my source of happiness turn out to be source of stress...
music : Sugo Shikao - 19sai
I just know the truth a few days ago, to be specific, on Monday. What?! Violin 1 is the hardest to play?! But they told me the hardest is Violin 2! I was shocked to hear that news! How could they ask me, a newbie to play that piece? You know how much I stressed myself out because I can't play that piece?! I know I should be proud because they chose me to play not the more experienced student. But still I wish they can tell me sooner.
Next up, I told the person in charge there is no way I could play the piece well in 5 days so she change me to Violin 2 but then they are too many people playing Violin 2 so she give me the easiest which is Violin 3. Yayy! I was sooo happy that I was released from the dilemma but my happiness left me when I go for practice the next day. She change the song to medley! Last minute!! OMG! I'm stressed out again. Yeah I know the piece is easier this time but I need time to practice.. Even the short song in my music book I needed a long time before I can freely play but to perform a medley in 2 days?! You got to be kidding me. I'm not a fast learner thats for sure and I'm not a genius in music either. The reason I want to play violin is because the love I have for music and I've always wanted to play at least one music instrument. I don't want this passion for music turn out to be the source of stress for me. I know I sound like a whiny spoiled brat right now. But hey at least I don't lease it out on people. I only write and its up to people to read or not. Yeah I think I'm gonna quit. I'm gonna stuck with my opinion: not to let my source of happiness turn out to be source of stress...
Whiny Spoiled Brat!
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