Hot Potato - Confession Lyrics

Korean Lyrics

달이 차고 내 마음도 차고
이대로 담아 두기엔 너무 안타까워 너를 향해 가는데
달은 내게 오라 손짓하고
귓속에 얘길 하네 지금 이 순간이 바로 그 순간이야
제일 마음에 드는 옷을 입고 노란 꽃 한 송이를 손에 들고
널 바라 보다 그만 나도 모르게 웃어버렸네
이게 아닌데 내 마음은 이게 아닌데
널 위해 준비한 오백가지 멋진 말이 남았는데
사랑 한다는 그 흔한 말이 아니야
그 보단 더욱더 로맨틱하고 달콤한 말을 준비했단 말이야
숨이 차고 밤 공기도 차고
두 눈을 감아야만 네 모습이 보여 걸을 수가 없는데
구름 위를 걷는다는 말이 과장이 아니란 걸 알게 됐어
널 알게 된 후부터 나의 모든 건 다 달라졌어
이게 아닌데 내 마음은 이게 아닌데
널 위해 준비한 오백가지 멋진 말이 남았는데
사랑한다는 그 흔한 말이 아니야
그 보단 더욱더 로맨틱하고 달콤한 말을 준비했단 말이야
나를 봐줘요 내 말을 들어봐 줘요
아무리 생각을 하고 또 해도 믿어지지 않을 만큼 사랑해

Romaji

dari chago nae maeumdo chago
idaero dama dugien neomu antakkawo neoreul hyanghae ganeunde
dareun naege ora sonjitago
gwissoge yaegil hane jigeum i sungani baro geu sunganiya
jeil maeume deuneun oseul ipgo noran kkot han songireul sone deulgo
neol bara boda geuman nado moreuge useobeoryeonne
ige aninde nae maeumeun ige aninde
neol wihae junbihan obaekgaji meotjin mari namanneunde
sarang handaneun geu heunhan mari aniya
geu bodan deoukdeo romaentikhago dalkomhan mareul junbihaetdan mariya
sumi chago bam gonggido chago
du nuneul gamayaman ne moseubi boyeo georeul suga eomneunde
gureum wireul geotneundaneun mari gwajangi aniran geol alge dwaesseo
neol alge doen hubuteo naui modeun geon da dallajyeosseo
ige aninde nae maeumeun ige aninde
neol wihae junbihan obaekgaji meotjin mari namanneunde
saranghandaneun geu heunhan mari aniya
geu bodan deoukdeo romaentikhago dalkomhan mareul junbihaetdan mariya
nareul bwajwoyo nae mareul deureobwa jwoyo
amuri saenggageul hago tto haedo mideojiji anheul mankeum saranghae

English Version.

Got no answers, fall in love with questions
The only thing that I know, is that I do not know
I don’t know me anymore

No solutions, fall in love with problems
The only thing I can be, something I don’t wanna be
I’m not what I used to be

Why you get mad, I don’t know anymore
I close myself up and I’m showing the door
I’m not the nice guy you fell head over heels, in love with before

Something’s wrong with me, and you don’t seem to disagree
When I say go away, it’s not really what I wanted, wanted to say
Everything I said, is like I’m lost inside my head
I love you, but it’s true, I don’t know the things that I do
Maybe I am crazy in love

Got no problems, they are your solutions
The only thing I can be, what you don’t want me to be
I’m not what I used to be

Why you get mad, I know baby I see
You close yourself up and the problem is me
I’m not the nice guy you fell head over heels, in love, I’m sorry

Something’s wrong with me, and you don’t seem to disagree
When I say go away, it’s not really what I wanted, wanted to say
Everything I said, is like I’m lost inside my head
I love you, but it’s true, I don’t know the things that I do
Maybe I am crazy in love

Something’s wrong with me, but don’t you know I’m trying to be
Beautiful, wonderful, though I may be crazy baby
Know that I am crazy for you

English Translation

The moon seems cold, so is my heart
To leave it like this..
I feel it could be so regrettable
I find my way towards you

The moon says
Gestures me to come to it
and it whispers to me
right now is...
The moment you wanted

I put on my favorites clothes
I take a single yellow rose in my hand
While I stare at you
Without me knowing, I gave out a laugh

This wasn't it...
This wasn't what my heart planned...
for you...
The things I've prepared
I have over 500 cool things to say...

'I love you' not something so cheesy like that
it is...
more...
I've prepared something romantic and sweet

My breath seems cool
so is the breeze outside...
Only when I close my eyes
I see you...
but I can walk blind folded

The phrase like 'walking on a cloud'
I know it wasn't just a metaphor
The moment I met you
Everything change

Do look at me
Do listen to me
No matter how many times I think about it...
Over and over again to where
I can't believe it exist
That's how much I love you

credit to : http://nonie4u.wordpress.com/

I really love this song!

Sushi oh sushi!

Yummy! Love californian maki!

Truth is....

mood: annoyed...
music : Sugo Shikao - 19sai

I just know the truth a few days ago, to be specific, on Monday. What?! Violin 1 is the hardest to play?! But they told me the hardest is Violin 2! I was shocked to hear that news! How could they ask me, a newbie to play that piece? You know how much I stressed myself out because I can't play that piece?! I know I should be proud because they chose me to play not the more experienced student. But still I wish they can tell me sooner.

Next up, I told the person in charge there is no way I could play the piece well in 5 days so she change me to Violin 2 but then they are too many people playing Violin 2 so she give me the easiest which is Violin 3. Yayy! I was sooo happy that I was released from the dilemma but my happiness left me when I go for practice the next day. She change the song to medley! Last minute!! OMG! I'm stressed out again. Yeah I know the piece is easier this time but I need time to practice.. Even the short song in my music book I needed a long time before I can freely play but to perform a medley in 2 days?! You got to be kidding me. I'm not a fast learner thats for sure and I'm not a genius in music either. The reason I want to play violin is because the love I have for music and I've always wanted to play at least one music instrument. I don't want this passion for music turn out to be the source of stress for me. I know I sound like a whiny spoiled brat right now. But hey at least I don't lease it out on people. I only write and its up to people to read or not. Yeah I think I'm gonna quit. I'm gonna stuck with my opinion: not to let my source of happiness turn out to be source of stress...

Whiny Spoiled Brat!

Performance Dilemma

mood: blah~

As the title say, I'm in dilemma. Why? Its because of my upcoming performance. Oh yeah, I've never write that I play violin right? Well I play violin! Only started a few months ago maybe its already 6 months. I'm a beginner. I was supposed to learn violin when I was 13 but I was enrolled into boarding school so there is noo way I can go home and learn to play violin. So at the age of 19 I've started learning. Though quite old for a person to learn. But age is not a matter if we want to learn something. Alright, go back to the topic. My performance in 5 days and I think I'm not ready yet. My teacher said that I might not be able to perform well for the group. Yes, my performance is in a group. The song is not suitable for me as a beginner. The rest of my group is mostly consists of Grade 1 and Grade 2 students so they are more well trained than I am. They always perform in an orchestra and I'm kinda off the track. So should I quit or not? Because I don't want to ruin the song and I don't want my first performance to be the day I embarrassed myself in front of the crowd. Should I? I've been thinking maybe it will do me good if I quit and learn and practice more before my debut... LOL~ debut... as if I am an artist to begin with... Maybe I should... I guess I just need to ask the person in charge of our group. Though they are younger than me but really good violinists. I have 3 teachers. At first are the 2 temporary teacher who are the one in charge of our group performance and the last one is the leading violinist in an orchestra. His name is Mr. Jong. Actually he ask me who is the one who chose the song, so I said the truth its them. He says 'So lousy...' and I just laughed and asked why, then he said the song is unsuitable for us as a beginner. So let me just explain a little bit about the arrangement. There are 3 groups.

Violin 1 (this piece is the melody of the song)

Violin 2
Violin 3

Piece = Music sheets

Usually the hardest piece to play is violin 1 but in my case its violin 2. So I'm in violin 1, there are four of us.

Violin 1 :- 4 persons (including me!)
Violin 2 :- 3 persons
Violin 3 :- 3 persons

Violin 2 is the hardest piece to play. Violin 1 is the second hardest and Violin 3 is the easiest. So in Violin 2 consist of the Grade 1 and 2 students while in Violin 1, my friend and I are the beginner and another 2 persons is the Grade 2 students. Lastly in Violin 3, all of them are beginners. Its not hard for beginner to play for violin 3 but its hard for beginner to play for violin 1. I guess my friend have no problem playing the piece since she has her father who also involve in music to help her. And I? I have none! I have no one to teach me so I study alone. This is so hard. I don't want them to think I have no commitment towards this. But I'm truly lost here!

Quit or Not?

I'm feeling really good~~

mood: XD

Ok after writing so much hate-ness last time, I'm feeling quite good. As people say, talking to someone about your problem relieve a lil bit of your stress, although in my case, I wrote not talk. First thing in mind is I wanted to apologize for the rudeness last time. Well what can you expect from a cranky person. So I'm sorry. Though I should have not resolved to throwing such crude words. Its my nature to get real mad and then back to normal. I'm quite easy to forgive and forget. I am not a person who can really hate a person for a long time. But still I've lay all the problems on the table. I'm being honest and yeah, truth hurts... I know that there's a zero or maybe 0.01% people will read it that's why I treat this blog as my personal but public diary. That's all I'm gonna say... So forgive all my cruelty, rudeness, unladylike and etc....

If you make a mistake... APOLOGIZE! Its not that hard...

Hate! Cautions! Crude words...

author: the only me..

mood: cranky!

Call me a hater SO WHAT?! Since I don't have any say in this or maybe I have but because there is still my respect towards elders so I just SHUT UP! Yep, I'm mad right now. Tell me, this one person invite children for a sleepover but why the hell are they in my house right now?! Wait. Who invite them again? Oh its you... and why are they here? Oh right! Cause you just throw them here. WTH! If you really want to organise for a sleepover so take them to your house and don't just simply hand over your responsibility to take care of them during sleepover to us while saying our house is better or more comfy for them. Do you think I am proud or simply agree to your comment?! Hell no! *Oh my god! I'm not suppose to do this but I'm really mad right now. *Saying you pity those children cause of their parents divorce and let them sleep, eat, play and practically treat them like your child! But guess what, what about their parents responsibility?! You practically say 'Hey, let me take care of your children and you can let your responsibility slip away'. Ok maybe I'm exaggerate stuff they may still concern of their child but I still have good points in this matter. The parents will think 'Oh the blablabla are taking care of my children, I have time for myself now' or 'My children are in good hand'. Yeah, your children are in good hand but still your not suppose to do this!!! You already screw your marriage now you want to abandon your child?! I'm sorry for using the word abandon but in my point of view, it looks like abandon to me. Say like, we go for outing and we gladly bring you to a eatery and here they are eating like they have not eaten for a week. Okay the sight amused me because I never see a person finish a plate of food in less than 5 minutes. Not only that, they compete and never concern others aka the older one. They seem like only care for themselves. I'm sorry for thinking this, but don't your parents serve food for you? And for the record, my house is not a transit for everything! I love they come to my house and spend quality time with us but I don't like it if they seem to think every occasions is suppose to be at my house! Birthday party, BBQ, anniversary and etc.... darling my house is not a hotel where you can come and just organise whatever party you want!! I want my privacy please! And then who is the one end up doing the cleaning? Yes my mom and my grandma! And who will hear all the ranting about the house is messy and all? Yes I also make mess but that's another case. I mean the mess they done when they here in my house. Who? Yes that's me and my brothers n yeah my father... But I get the worse because whenever the ranting starts, I am there to take the blow. And why do you think I hate all the stuff here? Yup cause in the end its me and others who need to listen to all the ranting about bills n blablabla... Why don't you consider our feelings and the burden? I hate it when my mother complain about things that she shouldn't be concern on... That is not your problem to think. Why do you keep butting on people's problem?! I know they are relative but I still hate it!! My mom is the person who concern about others even though her exterior give out the serious aura and when she's in bad mood this will affect all of us!

I hate because they seem to be here because of PlayStation. *yeah game.. what?! my house is the Game Arcade now?!*
I hate because they stole attention of my mom and I feel neglected.
I hate because they take advantage of my mom's concern.
I hate because they just simply put all the responsibility to the members of our house.

I HATE BECAUSE I HATE THE WAY THEY MAKE ME HATE ALL THIS!!!

Forgive me God for I have sinned...

Drama~

author: me!
mood: blah~


Too much drama in life. Yup. That's the thing. D-R-A-M-A... We can't escape from it alright and too much drama means trouble. Its pissing me off. Why can't they just come clean with us?! If they are innocent why can't they just tell us the truth?! There are times when I was afraid. Afraid of looking at them, afraid of listening to them and afraid of thinking of them. Its freaking me out! Of how much I care and how much I change because of them! We are tangled in a freaking mess! I understand there are something that holding you back from telling the truth. You suffered and so does us! I wish we can turn back the time. I wish I can be there and share the pain and maybe help you with this whole mess. But I'm just a little ant in this world and you are the star that brightens the night. I can only look up and stare. But even I can see and maybe feel the pain of fire that burns you down. This post maybe a little angst but this are the words from the little ant in this world.

Life is A Drama!

Feeling good~

author: the only me..
mood: i'm flying~~
music : Koda Kumi & Britney Spears (mashed) - Physical 3

Hello~~~~ LOL! I'm feeling good today.. So decides that I need to update my blog... 2 more papers to go guys!!! I'm waiting for my freedom!! exactly at 12noon on Sunday!! oh yeah!! then I have the time to waste!! heeeee c ya in a couple of days!

Faith is always in me...

I'm slowly liking it.... ^^

author: the only real me..
music: JYJ - Ayy Girl
mood: a lil crappy

Juz want to say

I'm Slowly Liking Their Songs....

keeping the faith always...

suddenly i feel scared?

author: the mighty me...
mood: excited! + scared...

OMG! the only word that comes out of my mouth when i know JYJ have twitter account! i want to tweet something but suddenly i remember my username; uknownuroul.... suddenly i'm scared of what they might think when they read my tweets... somebody use yunho's stage name... LOL! i don't know why but i was like oh no! what should i do?! what should i do?! i don't want them to think i'm a crazy fan or obsessed of yunho though maybe i am and i won't deny that i am an avid fan of yunho.... v^^v And just like that, i change my name to iknownuroul.... hahahaha well that's all..

Always Keep The Faith Darling!!

The Beginning..

author: only me and me
music: DBSK - Heart Mind and Soul
mood: excited!!

Firstly, this is my personal opinion and its my right to say anything i want, maybe a little bias but this is straight from my heart. Yeah, okaaay lemme start. You know the feeling when u listen to a song for the first time and u immediately in love with the song? That is the feeling when every time i listened to oppa's new song... But I can't seem to feel it when i heard JYJ's The beginning album. I tried to find the feeling, more like i force myself. Its not that i don't like it but maybe i feel a little devastated because i can't feel the same like before. Am I making any sense? LOL! but yeah, that's what i feel. I thought i was bias towards Homin but NOOOO... i love Junsu's Intoxication, Kanashimi No Yukue, Kimi ga ireba and Jaejoong's For you... I definitely love their 'W' performance! Their newest album is with Kanye West and its an english album, the melody does not feel like dbsk at all... i don't know... its the first thing pop up from my mind when i listen to the songs.... But congratulations to oppa!! U know i always pray for ur success and the same for Homin oppa! I know its hard for u now but i hope everything will change and i will once again feel the pleasure from ur melody! Currently in love with ur old song, Heart Mind and Soul! I just love ur performance! I like ur performance better than ur music video.. LOL.. u know why? cause i love ur melodious voice singing and u do a great job singing live!! I mostly download ur performance and sing it together... usually i put ur songs as my alarm or even my lullaby when i want to go for sleep... ur voice sooth me... XD i sounds like a creepy girl talking like that.. but what should i do? i don't know ur phone num.. Heck i don't even know how to communicate with u! Through what? UFO message? i can't read Hangul... so the only way i can express my self is through this personal blog.. though i know the chances are slim for u to read this.. i'm satisfy with what i have right now... though i really want to see u maybe get to know u.. but hey, who am i to be close with Korea's most influential artist.. After I re-read this, I realize i like to write referring to oppa or the reader.. Anyway.. its my writing.. will always love you!

Oh yeah, JYJ oppa were doing a concert in my country yesterday and since i can't go because i need to pay for airplane ticket and also the concert ticket, I sang DBSK's song for two and a half hour straight... i even plug my laptop to my brother's speaker! LOL ! I apologize for the noise pollution i make yesterday night *bows low* but i desperately need it! Oppa is so near yet so far away! Enough with me ranting... Goodbye for now!

Don't ask me why.. Why?

A letter to my beloved...

author: no other than almighty me..
mood: depressed
music: JaeChunSu - W

Its weird how people can affect our life, let me be specific, every minute of our life involves you in it. Its weird how we can cry every time we reminiscence every video, every moment of lovely memories although we have been watching it again and again. Its weird how we can somehow feel what you feel. Happiness, sadness, anxious and needless to say excitement. Its even weirder when we hope for the best for the people we barely knew. We are strangers but I do feel what you feel. Seeing the miserable look on your face,I feel a thousand more miserable than you are. We are apart by thousands of miles, I only can see, hope and pray. The only thing that is holding me is that you said to believe, to have faith. Yes, I do have faith. Some people say it just a waste of time thinking and worrying about you. But they do not feel what I felt, what we felt! Call me a fanatic, I won't deny it since you have been the very reason my life is full of colors. All the songs that have been inspiring me, letting me feel every bit of emotions that are hidden in the lyrics you sang. The smile, the laughter, the jokes and every pranks and even playful insult you throw to each other, it have been there for me to watch and it become the source of happiness of my life. Happiness can come in varieties of ways and shape. Receiving a present is happiness, to get A's in study is happiness, to spend time with the one we love is happiness, to be thankful of god for creating this beautiful world is happiness, to see the one we adore smile and happy is happiness. But with the existence of happiness, their is also sadness. This is the set of emotions that we are bond to feel. Its only fair after feeling so much happiness, sadness will come. The good thing about this feeling is that it will gives you strength later on. You will mature and understand about the life we live in. Its not the matter of how it start or time that have been waste for this, but it is the matter how you end it. The ending is the most important part. Tell me, how will you end this misery? Think hard.

But let me ask you this, the happy life is the right way or the right way is the happy life? Which one will you choose? Do you choose living in happiness and you tell yourself this the right way to live or do you choose the right way to live and decide this is the happiness you search for? But for me I'll choose living in happiness . You can choose the right way, but the right way is not always leading to happiness...

This is love...

A wish from my heart....

author: loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
mood: cheerful!!

Its been 3 years since the vow were made and 9 years for standing side by side through hardness and happiness. Love is a wonderful thing, and I'm sure it affects all of us from the beginning. Though you are further away from each other, but your heart are still ONE. And it will always be and forever be in love. Happy 3rd Anniversary to lovely couple!! Hope is still by your side. Just BELIEVE!!

With love,
from a fan who can only pray and share your happiness!!

Happy Anniversary!!

Xiah Junsu - Kanashimi no Yukue

教えてくれないか　心はまだ救えるかな
Oshiete kurenaika kokoroha mada sukuerukana
I want to know if our souls can still be saved

消えない足跡を残すように　時を掛け違う
Kienai ashiatowo nokosuyouni tokiwo kakechigau
Leaving our lasting marks, we are drifting apart as time ticks away

愛を量り　誰も苦しまない　夢ならいいのに
Aiwo hakari daremo kurushimanai yumenara iinoni
Feeling the weight of love, if it is just a dream where everyone will not suffer

悲しみよ　泣かないで　何も見えなくても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing

思い出は そばにある　永遠を埋めて
Omoideha sobaniaru eienowo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever

幸せは終わるより 変わる方が　僕には寂しい
Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

言葉が遠くても　想いがただつながるなら
Kotobaga tookutemo omoiga tada tsunagarunara
Even if our words are far away, if we feel connected

僕らを隔ててる傷は癒える　今は叶わない
Bokurawo hedateteru kizuha ieru imaha kanawanai
Our wounds will heal, though it will not be granted for now

あの笑顔　無理に引き裂く雨　いつまで続く
Ano egao murini hikisaku ame itsumade tsuduku
How long are the rainy days, that tear apart our smiles?

悲しみよ　泣かないで　温もりは去っても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nukumoriha sattemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though the warmth has gone

いつだってそばにいる　木枯らしを避けて
Itsudatte sobaniiru kogarashiwo sakete
I will be at your side, avoiding the cold blasts

眠 れずに触れた手が　幻でも　僕には　優しい
Nemurezuni fureta tega maboroshi demo bokuniha yasashii
Even if I touch a phantom hand on a sleepless night, I will feel tenderness

大切なものひとつだけ　守れる力がほしい
Taisetsuna mono hitotsudake mamoreru chikaraga hoshii
I want the strength to protect my only one jewel

孤独の意味に堪える　痛みなら受け入れるよ
Kodokuno imini kotaeru itaminara ukeireruyo
Battling loneliness, I will live with aches and pains

悲しみよ　泣かないで　何も見えなくても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing

思い出は　そばにある　永遠を埋めて
Omoideha sobaniaru eienwo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever

幸せは終わるより 　変わる方が　僕には寂しい
Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

The lyrics give a deep meaning to me and I'm sure everyone feels the same way as I do...

Translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
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Sweet music comes from sweet boys...

Author: loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
Mood: I'm melt~~
Music: None~~

I watched accapella-solo compilation of DBSK oppa and I started have butterflies in my stomach~ I love their sweet voice sooo much!! Who can does acapella better than them?! There's only 3 of you and you are incomplete without the other 2 members.... You can't do acapella anymore.... Not without the presence of Yunho oppa base voice and Changmin oppa high notes... I hope you are recalling all your memories together and keep them save and close to your heart! I smile when I watch these videos.... It shows how close you are with each other... and I like when you smile happily when you are together... I pray for the best for all of you!

Their smile brightens up my day!!

Lets stop the time...

Author: loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
Mood : ...
Music : Tohoshinki - Toki wo tomete

Hye guys~~ Just listening to oppa's single~~ This song is so sweet though a little bit melancholic feeling to it~~ I keep thinking how i can stop the time before their crisis~~ *throw bricks at myself* I keep thinking and writing sad stuff~~ I should be punished!! T_T This song is a must!! I've finally buy their ORIGINAL copy of Best Selection!! Yeay!!! *throws confetti* but yet to buy their single! I can't find them anywhere at my place!! I have to cross the South China Sea just to get my hand on this DVD!! After I step inside the store, I was gaping like goldfish~~ There just to many of their stuff in the store!! Mug, pillow, keychain and of course their cds, dvds, concerts and etc!!! I wish I didn't spent to much on shopping for other stuff so that i can spend my money on their stuff!! I wish i have my own money~~ Ergh that is one thing I hate being a teenager!! I don't have my own money to spend!! This blog already become my personal diary yet can be seen publicly~~ LOL...

I wish I can stop the time~~

Epic Shock!

Author: sarangjoongie_loveyunnie
Place: in my living room...
Music: Beast - Special
Mood: dark~~~

What's the difference between J.Y.J and DBSK?? Easy.... J.Y.J consists of 3 members... while DBSK consists of 2 + 3 = 5 members~~ What goes around comes around.... this is karma~~~ Same thing happen to SM H.O.T....why does it have to be them~~ Yunho and Changmin oppa is still with SM... and i never seen them commenting on things regarding their bandmates... Where do they stand? Where do WE stand? I've been thinking.. is there anything that i can do to help them? am i really that useless? but truth is pain~~ i am useless... *sigh* everytime i write a new post its all about them... there's no news about them.. but i hope for the best~~

Anyway! congratulations to Super Junior for their comeback!! my favorite is Bonamana n Boom Boom!!! Love the dance and also Eeteuk, Eunhyuk and Donghae oppa toned body!! *squeals*..
but i can't seem to find Kibum and Kangin... for Hankyung oppa we know what happen... I hope they are going steady~~ Lets pray for the best!

I LOVE Dong Bang Shin Ki~~

With all my heart...

author : loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
mood: mixed up
music : TVXQ - Toki wo tomete

Now my feelings are all mixed up... I feel cheated, sad, angry and hopeless..... All the saying of "Always keep the faith" , "wait for us" and "always support us"... I've been believing all this time... I believe in you in getting back together like always... All the scary and negative thoughts of you I've been denying through out the time I read the news.. I just pass it through and hid it to the farthest place in my heart... I believe and I will still believe.... I support and will support you.... and most important I will wait and will always wait for all of you to be together.... Hear me out oppa, I only known you for nearly 2 years and you have that big impact to my life.. You change my live, literally... How pathetic it is, to even think and feel happy over people's comment that you will be okay... You will be back together and you were missing each other when I know better than that(feeling sad)... But I trust you and put my hope on you...Maybe it might be crushed several of times, but I guess love is weird and sometimes stupid... You can step on it thousands of time and you still love that person will all your heart... That's my heart for you.... No matter what happens, my hope and love still with you...

Its only a matter of time when I will shed my tears... not because of sadness but because of happiness... I will wait for that day to come... The day for 5 men to finally come back together... I will always keep my faith for you although there are times that I wish I never know you, so that I wouldn't feel this way.. where I can't stop myself and I can't escape... But oppa, I am a human too... I don't know if I can keep up with my promise but I will try my best.. That's all I can do for you from afar... If I can stop the time, please be together again....

Its impossible but hey...
I'm a stupid sad girl who will always believe...
There are miracles in this world...
And I hope the miracles is with you...
After all this, I know you will be a better person...
Saranghae Oppa~

I'll be WAITING oppa~~

in no mood for introduction~~~

hey there people~~ i'm still shock of yesterday's news.... dbsk will stop their group activities in Japan too..... Though I'm feeling devastated now and here I am trying to be optimistic with their future... I STILL WANT TO BELIEVE IN THEM~~ no matter what they do I just hope they will be back together.... I know DBSK is just a name and they are DBSK although they are separated~~ The most important is keeping an open mind~~ There are who blame SM for this but there will be no DBSK if there is no SM.... that's what makes things complicated... every member have their own opinion and there must be a reason why Yunho and Changmin's decision to stay with SM... My opinion is that Yunho have that personality of giving back to those who have been helping and managing them years back... Not that i implemented that the others didn't but from what i read.. Yunho does have that kindness in him.... I don't know~~~ My head just spins.... and i'm not being bias... I love all of them with all my heart... never i pour so much love to strangers that i barely knew and never seen off~~ THEY ARE THE ONE WHO OPEN MY HEART TO LOVE~~ Keep praying and believe in them... The day they announce that they are back together will be the happiest day in my life~~ I also hope that they read and realize the love of cassies will bring them back together!!

Oppa I will be waiting for THAT day!!!

Top 3 Super List!!

author: it just me~~
mood: tired

ehem! hallo again! its been a long time~~ the school has start yet again *_*| and now busy with studying and hardly have time to update and entertain myself with korean's shows... before my life become more and more hectic it would be great for my personal blog to updated now rather than never... LOL! Right! For this update I want to spread the news of my favorite artist and that of course DBSK!! My favorite two is 2nd place in Asian Plus Magazine in The Top 3 Super List!!

Now on with the list >>>>>

Top 3 Super Sexy!!

1. Park Jaebum!!

2PM's leader show his sexiness through his body. That can never go wrong with muscular body! To me he's cute when he acts all dorky!! ^^


2. My lovely infinite beauty! Kim Jaejoong!! <3

Kim Jaejoong, Korea's beauty which known through out the world~~ Its a little weird to those who doesn't really know him when people called him a beauty when it suppose to be handsome... LOL! But with those perfect jaws and that deer eyes no one can beat Jaejoong with that mysterious smile (he always covers his smile or laugh using his hand~)








3. Choi Siwon! Super Junior's Horse!
With the height of 182cm Siwon can melt women's heart in a second plus with his cute dimples dazzling his smile~~ LOL.. I sound like an announcer~ For me Siwon have the typical type of handsome guy. He is a gentlemen, polite and surprisingly a shy guy!! (mind you) XD






p/s: I've notice that the top 3 person are all very muscular. I know Jaejoong have a feminine face but his body show nothing near feminine~~~

Top 3 Super Handsome!!

1. Jang Geun Seuk

He is popular through You Are Beautiful drama featuring FT Island's Hongki now stand as the winner of Top 3 Super Handsome! I think Hongki is little more handsome than he is~~ but this is not up to me~ LOL!


2. For forever be Jung Yunho!!

Here we are with DBSK's charming leader! Uknow Yunho!! He got 2nd place~~ What can I say.. ok.. he first started with a very cute image! An adorable leader! I just love his teeth back when he was just debuted! But now he become the charming and sexy leader that everyone adores!! Who can top Yunho in my heart? NO O.N.E! XOXO






3. Hankyung!
Hankyung is a chinese trainee from Beijing but he manage to be Korea's biggest boyband Super Junior! Consist of 13 members Hankyung specialty is Beijing Fried Rice~~ Haha


The list is not completed yet! One more to go! But I'll update that later!
Last but not least! Couple of pictures of my beloved leader and DBSK's beauty!








Credits: allkpop.com!