Saturday, January 22, 2011

The Pain That Never Die

I bet we all already know the untitled track by Micky Yoochun. I've read it and I've shed a tears. Its just so sad. Its more like a story rather than a song. I mean look at it, its so long and its so painful to wrote! He must be feeling so frustrated and sad. I bet all of them are feeling the same. What I don't understand is why the other two is still staying? WHY?! WAE?! Damn it! I feel so frustrated now! Is it because of the name? The group's name? TVXQ? I know its precious to you. *sigh* I don't even know what to think and what to write. Are the two of them stay because they need to protect the name? You even stated in the lyrics... Yes we are JYJ... You are not giving up are you? Even though we are feeling confuse, mad and loss, we still want you to be back together.

The first time I know TVXQ, I never thought that you will affect me and my life so much. You affect me more than you think. I love all of your song, the melodious voice of 5 men. I am proud to say you are my idol because you have the talents, you are not just ordinary group. Your talent shows during your live performance. Do you know that I prefer to collect your live performance, rather than the music videos? I even cut all your performance during your concert into single performance so that I can put it in my phone.

Now, I'm feeling miserable just by reading all the news. Even though the other two members said the track Why is not direct for you but we, as fans can't help but think that its meant for you. Now this song you wrote, tells us about your happiness and nightmares. TVXQ really are the gods.. You kept on surprising us. Will this be going on forever? All the tears, the forced smile you give, all the pain you feel, all the late hour of thinking. Is this gonna end? I feel tortured too you know. Time passing by so fast that without me knowing its been 2 years and 3 months since all of this started.

For 2 years and 3 months we have waited for you.
For 2 years and 3 months we suffered with you.
For 2 years and 3 months we've been supporting you.
AND
For 2 years and 3 months we've been asking ourselves questions.
Is this gonna end?
Will you be smiling again?
Will you be back together again?

WILL YOU BE TVXQ EVER AGAIN?


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