Sunday, August 7, 2011

Love Come To Me [Meme]

mood: happy?
music: TVXQ - You're My Melody

Hello! Hello! Its been ages since I update this blog! Well, I was in my final semester so time definitely not by my side. But I've finished my semester with flying colours~~~ Hooray to me!! I'm bored right now cause I have nothing to do. I guess I'll just gonna post this music meme I found online! So here goes nothing~

1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle. (I used Party Shuffle, cuz Shuffle isn’t really “random”)
2. For each question, press the ‘next’ button to get your answer. (or listen to each song, like I did.)
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. (I added this in myself) – Tag some peeps you want to do the same.

What do your friends think of you?
Way to go - SNSD

[I don't really know what it means, maybe they support everything I do?]

If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
No More - 2AM

[Don't ask my opinion! Coz I'll say No More! LOLS]

How would you describe yourself?
Rewind - Nadia

[Should I rewind myself? Argh, I've just remember that people always ask me to repeat what I just said. Maybe this song really suits me!]

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Tears of the Blue Sky - Hitomi Takahashi

[I definitely DO NOT like make people cry! Remember that! ]

How do you feel today?
Final Distance - Utada Hikaru

[This song kinda depressing. Maybe I am depressed. Yup I'm definitely depressed with my university application]

What is your life’s purpose?
Kiss~~ Kaerimichi no love song/ Kiss~~ Love Song of the way home - Tegomass

[Kinda funny coz I live not only for love... But ohh well, maybe I found my true love when I saw him on my way home...]

What is your motto?
Don't be Good to Me - Kim Jong Kook

[Ok, this one definitely, infinitely wrong! Don't be Good to Me?! What am I? An M? LOL... ]

What do you think about very often?
Mirotic - TVXQ

[Ooohh, Mirotic! Man, I sound like an S right now. Wth~ But I truly love this song! Very sexy~]

What is 2 + 2?
Running & Running - MBLAQ

[Haha! I have nothing to say. I need to run now!]

What do you think of your best friend?
Twinkling Boy - Nadia

[I don't really have a boy BFF, but I do love to have a twinkling boy as my BF and BFF~~]

What do you think of the person you like?
I'm by your side/I'll be here - Aoyama Thelma feat Soulja

[Kinda like what my playlist choose, I wish my BF will be there when I need him]

What is your life story?
Ordinary - Wayne Brady

[This song truly suits me! Not my life is ordinary or whatever. But this whole song means that nothing ordinary about the way I feel and the person that I love. So its more about love...]

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Dear Family - Koda Kumi

[So I'm one of the person who cares about her family? I like that!]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Miracle - Super Junior

[That work out very well! My love life is a miracle worker! A miracle himself!]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Replay & Mirotic - Yigytugd [Mashed up]

[My life really revolves around Mirotic. On my wedding day?! Oooohh sexy! *snicker snicker*

What will they play at your funeral?
Remember - TVXQ [piano version]

[It suits very well, remember me well guys...]

What is your hobby/interest?
Dangerous Mind - TVXQ

[Laughed hard on this! Really?! Dangerous mind?! But I think my player score maybe 40% right on this one!]

What is your biggest fear?
In my room - Shinee [Unplugged remix]

[I do afraid that I will stuck in my room well more like in this only place... Cause I'm an adventurer.. I love going places...]

What is your biggest secret?
Begin - TVXQ

[The beginning is my secret? SCORE!]

What do you think of your friends?
Chotcha - Super Junior T

[This song sound comical. But I guess my friends are really good at making me laugh!]

What will you post this as?
Love Come to Me - Ashily [Part 1]

[LOL~ Well if you say so...]

Friday, February 18, 2011



Happy Birthday Changmin oppa!!

Forever always be the maknae
May this year bring you joy and happiness!

Changmin = The brilliant-snarky-genius, favorite maknae of Korea!

Sunday, February 6, 2011



Happy Birthday Jung Yunho!!!


There is no word that can describe your existence to my world!
Just wishing you the best and just remember
I Love You!!

Thursday, January 27, 2011



Do you realize that you look like a selfish bastard right now? Yup! Its f-not fair!!


Attention idiots!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

The Birth of Kim Jaejoong!

mood: totally excited!

YEAY! Saengil Chukahamnida oppa!!! Wishes you all the happiness and miracle in this world!! I hope you are having a great time celebrating your birthday with your love one!!


The birth of a gorgeous man named Jaejoong!

Saturday, January 22, 2011

The Pain That Never Die

I bet we all already know the untitled track by Micky Yoochun. I've read it and I've shed a tears. Its just so sad. Its more like a story rather than a song. I mean look at it, its so long and its so painful to wrote! He must be feeling so frustrated and sad. I bet all of them are feeling the same. What I don't understand is why the other two is still staying? WHY?! WAE?! Damn it! I feel so frustrated now! Is it because of the name? The group's name? TVXQ? I know its precious to you. *sigh* I don't even know what to think and what to write. Are the two of them stay because they need to protect the name? You even stated in the lyrics... Yes we are JYJ... You are not giving up are you? Even though we are feeling confuse, mad and loss, we still want you to be back together.

The first time I know TVXQ, I never thought that you will affect me and my life so much. You affect me more than you think. I love all of your song, the melodious voice of 5 men. I am proud to say you are my idol because you have the talents, you are not just ordinary group. Your talent shows during your live performance. Do you know that I prefer to collect your live performance, rather than the music videos? I even cut all your performance during your concert into single performance so that I can put it in my phone.

Now, I'm feeling miserable just by reading all the news. Even though the other two members said the track Why is not direct for you but we, as fans can't help but think that its meant for you. Now this song you wrote, tells us about your happiness and nightmares. TVXQ really are the gods.. You kept on surprising us. Will this be going on forever? All the tears, the forced smile you give, all the pain you feel, all the late hour of thinking. Is this gonna end? I feel tortured too you know. Time passing by so fast that without me knowing its been 2 years and 3 months since all of this started.

For 2 years and 3 months we have waited for you.
For 2 years and 3 months we suffered with you.
For 2 years and 3 months we've been supporting you.
AND
For 2 years and 3 months we've been asking ourselves questions.
Is this gonna end?
Will you be smiling again?
Will you be back together again?

WILL YOU BE TVXQ EVER AGAIN?


[TRANS] Untitled track by Micky Yoochun

mood: sad!

Have I ever told you this.

After a probation period of a few months in 2003, we, the team members, finished our first task with ease
In 2004, we were the employee of the month, with countless top results, but we couldn't feel content with just that
We were unable to contain ourselves and we started wanting more.

2005, we embarked into the overseas market, we thought everything would go smoothly like it had in Korea.
On our first attempt, we had the worst results possible and that was when my confidence started to drop.

A language we couldn't even speak
Every day we'd be at our lodgings or the office
An imprisonment that they claimed wasn't an imprisonment, saying it was for our own good

An excessive amount of solitude, tears and rage
These were what made us one
Saying that we couldn't part ways no matter what happened
Saying that we should always be together
Saying that we should resemble each other's good points
We said these things in our hearts and kept running

One day, we finally reached that top position we had so earnestly wanted
We each took our phones and contacted our families and friends.

That day had finally arrived.
From then on, everything started to go so well.

Records selling hundreds of thousands, winning every award out there and harvesting the fruits of our labor.
It felt like even when we cried, those tears dropped softly

The reason we were happier than any joy or sorrow
We, who never gave up and ran till the end
The reason we were stronger than anything else, was because we were one

You have already changed. (I can't stay in that spot forever)
I'll be the first to turn my back on you. (I can't be shedding tears forever)
I'll call out your name, though you keep going so far away (Fly me high into that sky)

We had been running for quite some time.
When we were surrounded by an unexpected, big wall
And the thought, 'Has it always been this dark' stayed in my head for a long time.

Once, this happened.
With the ever growing business expenses, and the increasing debts
The situation became something I could no longer handle on my own

Our CEO had once said these words to us
Tell me whenever you need something. Because we will always be family to each other.

Tell me whenever you need something.
Remembering those words, I took the courage to call him and ask him a favor.

Though I had this strange feeling inside of me, he was the only person I could rely on back then.
Because we were a family who would stay together forever.

Though I built up the courage to ask him a favor, all I received was a cold refusal.
His words made me so mad, but I contained myself and asked him once more to help me out.

He hung up on me.

I couldn't stop the tears streaming down my face.
I couldn't think straight because he wasn't the family I had always believed he was till then.

When he needed us, we were family to him. When we needed him, we were strangers.

More amazing things happened as more time passed.
Hearing that we had finally struck gold overseas and brought in results so unimaginably astronomical,
I walked into the office with a spring in my step to receive my pay.

Our team members were looking at each other with excited gazes.
We complimented each other on how hard we had worked.

But the statement of accounts we received said we were at a deficit
I thought I had seen the figures wrong so I checked again
Everything was listed under expenses
Damn it, how could all that money have gone towards paying expenses.
What kind of expenses were there to make that much money vanish?

I couldn't believe my eyes so I asked them to show me the detailed statement of accounts that I had never seen before.
They told me they would show it to me, but I ended up never seeing those few sheets of paper as all I did was work.

The amount of questions I had grew the more time passed.
The headaches grew the more our team members got together and thought about it.

If I was to say just one last thing
Are the things we do for the company
Really and truly things that are for the company?

Sure, let's say they were. We, the kind souls, will let that one slide.
We will forget it, for the company, and for us, who have been together for so many years.
But that isn't right, those aren't things you should be saying to us.

Were you seriously planning on disappointing us till the very end?
When you called, all you did was talk about our team members behind each other's back, it was so hard to trust you.

This is exactly like what our seniors said. Did you want to keep the ones who'd still willingly make money for you?
A senior told me that the family the company always talked about, would make it hard for us to survive if we left the company
Those words refuse to leave my mind

Though I have so much more to say,
I can't because I feel so frustrated at the thought that someone will torment us more when this song is released.

Anyway, though life is hard, we are working hard and doing well.
We are trying to really smile though we continue to be tormented by someone.

This effort of ours is not the effort of a mere product.
It is the effort that is driven by the thought
That we want to die with no regrets when we leave this earth.


-Commentary by Yoochun-

Yes, in the end, it's JYJ.

Yesterday and tomorrow, though I've thought about it all day long
I can truly feel the difference between then and now at 25, my age

I will now put this pen down.
But my heart it at ease right now.

Because I am able to feel the love of our fans......
I'm thinking of sharing the load I have kept in my heart all this time.
Though nothing is ever easy, my heart is at ease.
I'm happy because we have our fans for our family,
I'm always thinking of you all......
I love you.

So could you believe in us till the end.
Could you tell us that you love us.
We'll work hard till forever, so could you stay by our side.

Because we still have you
And you still have us

I promise, that I'll show you everything eventually.
Yes, we are JYJ.

"You have raised the palace walls and firmly closed the door
They say that love is not imprisonment
Love is letting go to fly freely
But I don't even expect that much
For we, who you made, are not even worth half of half of half of that.
We are nothing but eternal frogs living in a well."
(Excerpt from the musical 'Mozart!')

Though I still have so much to say
I will end it here.

Credits:
Source : [DC Gall]
Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net
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Taken from: dbsknight.net
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