Monday, June 14, 2010

A letter to my beloved...

author: no other than almighty me..
mood: depressed
music: JaeChunSu - W

Its weird how people can affect our life, let me be specific, every minute of our life involves you in it. Its weird how we can cry every time we reminiscence every video, every moment of lovely memories although we have been watching it again and again. Its weird how we can somehow feel what you feel. Happiness, sadness, anxious and needless to say excitement. Its even weirder when we hope for the best for the people we barely knew. We are strangers but I do feel what you feel. Seeing the miserable look on your face,I feel a thousand more miserable than you are. We are apart by thousands of miles, I only can see, hope and pray. The only thing that is holding me is that you said to believe, to have faith. Yes, I do have faith. Some people say it just a waste of time thinking and worrying about you. But they do not feel what I felt, what we felt! Call me a fanatic, I won't deny it since you have been the very reason my life is full of colors. All the songs that have been inspiring me, letting me feel every bit of emotions that are hidden in the lyrics you sang. The smile, the laughter, the jokes and every pranks and even playful insult you throw to each other, it have been there for me to watch and it become the source of happiness of my life. Happiness can come in varieties of ways and shape. Receiving a present is happiness, to get A's in study is happiness, to spend time with the one we love is happiness, to be thankful of god for creating this beautiful world is happiness, to see the one we adore smile and happy is happiness. But with the existence of happiness, their is also sadness. This is the set of emotions that we are bond to feel. Its only fair after feeling so much happiness, sadness will come. The good thing about this feeling is that it will gives you strength later on. You will mature and understand about the life we live in. Its not the matter of how it start or time that have been waste for this, but it is the matter how you end it. The ending is the most important part. Tell me, how will you end this misery? Think hard.

But let me ask you this, the happy life is the right way or the right way is the happy life? Which one will you choose? Do you choose living in happiness and you tell yourself this the right way to live or do you choose the right way to live and decide this is the happiness you search for? But for me I'll choose living in happiness . You can choose the right way, but the right way is not always leading to happiness...

This is love...

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

A wish from my heart....

author: loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
mood: cheerful!!

Its been 3 years since the vow were made and 9 years for standing side by side through hardness and happiness. Love is a wonderful thing, and I'm sure it affects all of us from the beginning. Though you are further away from each other, but your heart are still ONE. And it will always be and forever be in love. Happy 3rd Anniversary to lovely couple!! Hope is still by your side. Just BELIEVE!!

With love,
from a fan who can only pray and share your happiness!!


Happy Anniversary!!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Xiah Junsu - Kanashimi no Yukue



教えてくれないか 心はまだ救えるかな
Oshiete kurenaika kokoroha mada sukuerukana
I want to know if our souls can still be saved

消えない足跡を残すように 時を掛け違う
Kienai ashiatowo nokosuyouni tokiwo kakechigau
Leaving our lasting marks, we are drifting apart as time ticks away

愛を量り 誰も苦しまない 夢ならいいのに
Aiwo hakari daremo kurushimanai yumenara iinoni
Feeling the weight of love, if it is just a dream where everyone will not suffer

悲しみよ 泣かないで 何も見えなくても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing

思い出は そばにある 永遠を埋めて
Omoideha sobaniaru eienowo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever

幸せは終わるより 変わる方が 僕には寂しい
Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

言葉が遠くても 想いがただつながるなら
Kotobaga tookutemo omoiga tada tsunagarunara
Even if our words are far away, if we feel connected

僕らを隔ててる傷は癒える 今は叶わない
Bokurawo hedateteru kizuha ieru imaha kanawanai
Our wounds will heal, though it will not be granted for now

あの笑顔 無理に引き裂く雨 いつまで続く
Ano egao murini hikisaku ame itsumade tsuduku
How long are the rainy days, that tear apart our smiles?

悲しみよ 泣かないで 温もりは去っても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nukumoriha sattemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though the warmth has gone

いつだってそばにいる 木枯らしを避けて
Itsudatte sobaniiru kogarashiwo sakete
I will be at your side, avoiding the cold blasts

眠 れずに触れた手が 幻でも 僕には 優しい
Nemurezuni fureta tega maboroshi demo bokuniha yasashii
Even if I touch a phantom hand on a sleepless night, I will feel tenderness

大切なものひとつだけ 守れる力がほしい
Taisetsuna mono hitotsudake mamoreru chikaraga hoshii
I want the strength to protect my only one jewel

孤独の意味に堪える 痛みなら受け入れるよ
Kodokuno imini kotaeru itaminara ukeireruyo
Battling loneliness, I will live with aches and pains

悲しみよ 泣かないで 何も見えなくても
Kanashimiyo nakanaide nanimo mienakutemo
Sadness, please do not weep, even though we can see almost nothing

思い出は そばにある 永遠を埋めて
Omoideha sobaniaru eienwo umete
The memories are by our side, forever and ever

幸せは終わるより  変わる方が 僕には寂しい
Shiawaseha owaruyori kawaruhouga bokuniha samishii
For me, happiness changing is more lonely, than happiness coming to an end

The lyrics give a deep meaning to me and I'm sure everyone feels the same way as I do...


Translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
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