With all my heart...

author : loveyunnie_sarangjoongie
mood: mixed up
music : TVXQ - Toki wo tomete

Now my feelings are all mixed up... I feel cheated, sad, angry and hopeless..... All the saying of "Always keep the faith" , "wait for us" and "always support us"... I've been believing all this time... I believe in you in getting back together like always... All the scary and negative thoughts of you I've been denying through out the time I read the news.. I just pass it through and hid it to the farthest place in my heart... I believe and I will still believe.... I support and will support you.... and most important I will wait and will always wait for all of you to be together.... Hear me out oppa, I only known you for nearly 2 years and you have that big impact to my life.. You change my live, literally... How pathetic it is, to even think and feel happy over people's comment that you will be okay... You will be back together and you were missing each other when I know better than that(feeling sad)... But I trust you and put my hope on you...Maybe it might be crushed several of times, but I guess love is weird and sometimes stupid... You can step on it thousands of time and you still love that person will all your heart... That's my heart for you.... No matter what happens, my hope and love still with you...

Its only a matter of time when I will shed my tears... not because of sadness but because of happiness... I will wait for that day to come... The day for 5 men to finally come back together... I will always keep my faith for you although there are times that I wish I never know you, so that I wouldn't feel this way.. where I can't stop myself and I can't escape... But oppa, I am a human too... I don't know if I can keep up with my promise but I will try my best.. That's all I can do for you from afar... If I can stop the time, please be together again....

Its impossible but hey...
I'm a stupid sad girl who will always believe...
There are miracles in this world...
And I hope the miracles is with you...
After all this, I know you will be a better person...
Saranghae Oppa~

I'll be WAITING oppa~~

in no mood for introduction~~~

hey there people~~ i'm still shock of yesterday's news.... dbsk will stop their group activities in Japan too..... Though I'm feeling devastated now and here I am trying to be optimistic with their future... I STILL WANT TO BELIEVE IN THEM~~ no matter what they do I just hope they will be back together.... I know DBSK is just a name and they are DBSK although they are separated~~ The most important is keeping an open mind~~ There are who blame SM for this but there will be no DBSK if there is no SM.... that's what makes things complicated... every member have their own opinion and there must be a reason why Yunho and Changmin's decision to stay with SM... My opinion is that Yunho have that personality of giving back to those who have been helping and managing them years back... Not that i implemented that the others didn't but from what i read.. Yunho does have that kindness in him.... I don't know~~~ My head just spins.... and i'm not being bias... I love all of them with all my heart... never i pour so much love to strangers that i barely knew and never seen off~~ THEY ARE THE ONE WHO OPEN MY HEART TO LOVE~~ Keep praying and believe in them... The day they announce that they are back together will be the happiest day in my life~~ I also hope that they read and realize the love of cassies will bring them back together!!

Oppa I will be waiting for THAT day!!!